A Spiritual Journey based off of Intuition and Instincts

An example of a blanket with a quilt pattern.

This has been an amazing journey so far. I have seen my gifts of healing and energy manipulation manifest for others and myself. Offering a vessel to cast your cares upon while simultaneously connecting that issue/need to Source-Creator for assistance. There have been times when spiritual psychosis has caused me and others around me to experience challenges and glitches in reality. Living in alternate timelines and being aware of the energy fluctuations have also become something I cope with. I am learning how to control my gift of being a medium as well and studying my relationship with the Earth while channeling the Mother Nature spirit. My spiritual guides and guardians are the many animals, insects, and plants as well as ancestors of my blood and the local land.

I am currently experiencing PCOS, which brings out the pain/rage monster that I have kept dormant. It is common for healers to experience ailments just like any other person ideally for the human experience. I do not have many symptoms like the average person dealing with cysts on their ovaries. However, as previously stated, I experience pain. Sometimes it is a healing pain and it becomes unbearable. I have learned to transmute pain into unimaginable strength. Yet, I'd rather pull strength from love and understanding.

I have started crocheting a fidget/spirit blanket. It is made from different color/texture crochet blocks in a quilt-like design. This is giving my hands a new skill used to create a textile piece that can be versatile as art and/or to give comfort. With each loop, stitch, and block, I meditate on my spiritual journey and mentally prepare to continue the journey.